Thought I'd update....
T had said she would contact me with possible openings when she cancelled.
But days went by, no appointments materialized.
I did what I do....stew.
Is she sick? Did she forget about me? Does she know I need to see her? Does she care?

LOTS of wasted energy/worry.
Finally decided to contact her and remind her I need a reschedule.
Magically, she got back to me within hours with a doable slot.

I told her it was uncomfortable for me to send a "reminder" . She told me she cancelled due to illness and the week then got hectic...and to never hesitate to remind her of what I need.
That I'm not too demanding....which of course is one of my several fears!

Anyway, I THINK I've learned this lesson.