Alcohol and stimulants have been my nemesis for almost as long as I can remember. I've never been a social drinker - always went for getting drunk. I don't drink now.

Stimulants we're fine for me for a long time, then eventually I figured out how to crush and snort them. They became my crystal meth. Spent many years abusing them. Today I'm on Vyvanse, which is impossible to abuse. I don't really crave it, as it's just part of my daily normal routine. It does wonders at keeping away brain fog and lethargy from other meds.

These days I don't really crave alcohol or stimulants very much. Maybe I just grew up.