Hi,
After several ECT I feel even worse with my depression.
I am a 62 year-old woman and have had mental health issues my whole adult life.
I do not want to go into detail about my past just yet as I am making the decision as to what hospital I will be going and whether as an in patient maybe ECT will be or feel more helpful.
I have NEVER felt so depressed. I am feeling so hopeless.
It is like I am covered in an emotional net that is keeping my mood very down and unable to move around.
PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE I need some help here. I am desperate for some help from others who have gone through similar situations I am going through.
I am crying all the time.
I am on Wellburtrin as well as Suboxone (28 mg) for my addiction and to help with my depression. I also take Valium, about 5-10mg. a day.

I beg of someone to see this and answer.
I am leaving in the next 10 minutes to see my doctor and decide where and what hospital I will be going, I guess on Monday.
So, I may not get around to read your reply IF you reply immediately.

Please, someone, answer. I feel so alone and feel like my emotions have tied me up in a tight bundle not allowing any happiness in. NONE!