It's nice having the day off and time to myself. So I'll be cleaning and shopping. This morning I went to see my friend outside of a theater very briefly because he and his wife are going to see a show. He gave me a check to help me out with the expenses that I have. He then said to me, "me and my wife were talking about coming up with long term solutions for you". That made me feel very small and depressed. I couldn't help it that I had unexpected and higher than I though medical bills. That's what's been killing me. I never thought I'd see the day when it would come down to this. For so many years in my life, finances was never a struggle.