urgh, you guys know what?
i was denied again for disability, hoe am i to get proper treatment if i cant get better to make enough money to pay for it which i need so that i can get better to work so i can pay for... wow... like, way to go people trying to help out severe mental illness

i cant explain how i feel right now, thats how i feel - comprende..?

i just know this boats a sinkin.... its been real, its been fun... but i guess not been real fun, but what can you do...
cant believe they keep denying me like a fraud.... way to help me get better...

never really believed they would help anyway, but just thought if i keep going maybe they would
they just dont hear me like everyone else in my life, dont listen to me, dont believe me... how could i expect them to? what a terrible life...