I feel like I don't know who I am any more. I have to deal with a lack of feedback now, but even when I was surrounded by people, I didn't know if I was good or bad, nice or horrible.

Maybe I'm just a nasty person who others dislike?

I have been told I'm nice, but maybe they are the ones being nice in saying that...maybe they're just generous people?

Maybe, if I looked at myself from the outside, I would hate who I saw.