I need to talk to someone.

Does anyone here have experience with an introject that tries to control you when you want to do something that it doesn't want you to do?

Not really counting on anyone who has this issue reading this or responding. Just hoping there is someone out there to talk to about this but I don't want to write about it here in the open.

It's extremely distressing but when I post about it here, no one responds and it then i start feeling like people are viewing my distress as a circus act or something, like i'm a freak.