i've been trying to figure out what wrong with myself for 6 years... going to doctors and everything... it takes time... they have told me before to try not to focus too much on the labels... labels wont explain our individual experience so much (which i cant help but focus on whats causing me problems so dont get me wrong) but try focus on the symptoms and treatment to make the symptoms better...

dissociative disorders seem to take time to get to... since other mental illness can involve dissociative experience... but not necisarily be dissociative disorder...

i totally understand your frustration though, im frustrated too... but there isnt much i can do besides keep going down the same old long road i have been going down for 6 years...i just call it the road to recovery... and hopefully things will start making sense the further along the road i get...

just dont give up, keep trying to find the right doctor for YOU... its so important to have a nice doctor that you can click with and get good treatment from rather than a doctor that is just going to give you a diagnosis and ship you out the door...

you know what i mean?
i don't think my doctors are qualified so much in the ways that i need them to be, but i like them and they are trying to help and its all i can do at the moment so until i can get better insurance and more qualified doctors, just have to keep working with what i can

keep working on recovery... i wish so much that i could say what it is that i have, as im sure you do too.. but sometimes that part takes time... hopefully by that time we can say "i HAD that" instead of this is what i have... meaning that we be better by that time?

i hope you're well...