I had another chat with therapist. I'm getting a little pressured because I almost went all the times I can go. Then I can apply for 8 more sessions. Then it is over. But after last time even if I mostly talked about other things Odd got madder and said he heard me say I wanted to get rid of him so he brought a wolf. He says it is his friend. So now my pretend friend got a pretend friend. Made me so frustrated I told them both to leave. He wanted back but I did not let him. Just me and Jo now. Therapist says part of me lives in Jo because my mind created him to keep me company. Sounds like a good explanation to me because it really feels like he took part of me to come into being. Is is strange to think about if my mum had gotten a babysitter instead of leaving me alone all the time she worked for 4 years then he would not be. I do not sweat it much she calls it dissociation. It is just a name.