Feeling antsy.....I quit the lamictal, it felt like a straightjacket on my emotions. I was so blunted but I didn't really notice till I moved here and was around others 24/7. When I met the new pdoc the other day he was reserved about my quitting it. Been on it for three yrs ...have had three yrs of stability.......but I want to be able to express my emotions around other people too, not just stand there like a door. I quit slowly I cut the pill in half, took a whole one every other day and a half the other days, then went to a half everyday then a half every other day.....here's to hoping.
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
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