thanks guys...it does mean a lot to know that someone out there is listening. I log on here every day... multiple times a day usually...

lately i've been considering a T, never had one...but things are starting to get bad. after i posted this, i went to work...had some problems...hid in my car and gave in to SI. these things are not a good combination at all...no...I tried to talk to two of my best friends IRL at work but I just couldn't get the words out...I don't even know what words i wanted out in the first place...