A lot of stuff is going on in my life and it's all very difficult. Situational depression is still in effect. Wishing it would ALL just end but not in a dangerous frame of mind. Trying to maintain a bit of hope that things will get better and that everything that is happening now will become a distant memory and learning experience. I've been recently forced to make decisions I'm very uncertain about and I can only hope I'm doing the right thing. Im using my heart, mind and advise of those I trust. Staying sane in an insane time for the most part. Trying to hold it together and not fall into the abyss which feels just within reach sadly. But I'm hanging in there all things considered.