You also answered your own question when you said or asked if the thoughts are intrusive thoughts because you are right that they are intrusive thoughts but they are just thoughts though. They don't hold any weight because everyone on this Earth has random bad thoughts all the time. The only thing that separates the people on this website and the people that aren't on this website is the fact that the people that aren't on this website don't react to the thoughts. They just let them pass through, without reacting to them, and then they move on.

Don't think that you're not a normal person either because you are normal. You will get passed this eventually. Don't go to war with your thoughts just assign them as "irrelevant" and then move on. Try replacing the thoughts with the word "irrelevant" or "unnecessary" instead and then just clear your mind. I hope this helps. Take care.