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Originally Posted by BrazenApogee
I used to do this all the time. I've even apologized for apologizing. The comments are enlightening, however. I agree, at least from my perspective for myself, that when I do this I am apologizing for existing. I have a systemic intrinsic sense of wrongness that I haven't been able to get rid of, I think the apologizing behavior is a manifestation of that.
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I apologize for many reasons and most of them I am good with not changing. However, this is the one I wish I could change - apologizing for my existence.
Slowly, I am learning that it is ok to do/have or whatever is the trigger for that feeling. Slowly, excruciatingly slow.