My day is very early now, so anything can happen. Early this morning I decided to go to a church that has a Sunday School or Bible Study. I went into the place and I just didn't like the looks of it. So I left. I felt so bad about myself when I left. As I was leaving, a couple of guys saw me and had a look as to why am I leaving. Well, maybe they were friendly. Perhaps I could try again next week.

I plan to go to a church service later on. It's a church that I went to three weeks ago for the first time. I had the impression that the people were friendly there. Maybe it will be good this time.

I feel like I have been doing a great job of sabotaging possibilities of making friends.