The dissassociative part...I don't know if I experience this or not.

Is this part of it?

I act or feel in ways that I can't believe it is me acting that way or what I am doing.

Example: Yesterday I threw a tantrum in a shopping mart (I basically shoved all the groceries I was carrying into my boyfriends arms and stormed away) and as I was walking away I was thinking - Who am I? Why do I act that way?

I quite often look at myself like this...questioning who I am or if I really did or said whatever it is I did or said.

Do you have dissassociative episodes that you can describe? To help me to better understand in what context I should take this word or condition?