I don't know what it is about me but typically people like to confide in me and talk to me about different things. That's awesome, but I don't have anyone to really get advice from or talk to about things. A few months ago my rental car and dog was taken by a guy that i was best friends with, it was a crazy situation but since then I've been really distant with people... except for one guy. We've been friends for a few years I slept with him about a year or so ago. Lately we've been hanging out ALL the time. Whenever he has free time were together. We have a blast, we went to California together, he talks about plans for the future for us, and we never run out of things to talk about but he doesn't want to date me... my family loves him, his family loves me it's like we're a perfect match. I don't understand it and it's driving me insane. He dates all these other girls, cuts me out of his life, then they break up and he's right next to me crying about how he wants someone to love him. Why am I not good enough? I just want him to want me. I don't want anyone else.
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