Well I finally got around to putting a note together. Let me know if I missed anything, something is out of order, or if I could explain something better.
I'm still depressed. I wouldn't say it's to the extreme, but my normal depressed state, which is better than it was before. I'm still seeing and hearing things, but not as often. It used to be close to all of the time, but now I'm only seeing/hearing things part of the time.
Hearing: faint music, my name, people having a conversation that I can't quite make out, someone talking to me, someone talking about me (both in a negative way)
Seeing: cats, shadow people, occasionally regular people - standing/being near me, and most recently this red scary monster type thing.
I make them go away mainly by distracting myself with tv shows or music.
I'm still occasionally having suicidal thoughts. Nothing major though, so it's ok for now.
I feel like the seroquel and latuda are working for me, but I am having some negative effects.
I've been way too sleepy. I sleep at least 12 hours a night. And I unwillingly take multiple naps throughout the day. I'm just so tired.
I've also been dealing with hand tremors/shakiness. It comes and goes, but when it's here it's bad, like really noticeable.
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I'm on a mix of meds. Who knows at this pont..
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