I've recently realised that ever since I was a little kid, I believed I shouldn't be here, that I should never have been born.. I feel absolutely gutted becoming aware of this now, but that's how it was, and I feel I need to share this part of my 'story' as well..

The good news is I've also finally started to grasp that just because my dad didn't want me to exist, it doesn't mean I'm not supposed to be here.. Something did want me here - because I am!