Thinking of you and hope it goes well. It should as you are well prepared. You should be proud of yourself for working so hard on your health. It sounds like you are still struggling quite a bit in various ways so all I can add is to make sure you don't minimise that do the doctor can try to help you feel better. Hopefully you will both be able to come up with a good plan. Wishing you all the best. PM me any time.