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Originally Posted by RJ42
You seem like a nice person Fuzzy. I can understand why you don't let people get close. I have been hurt EVERY time I let tangible people get close. I don't know if I even care about letting tangible people get close anymore. It isn't worth being hurt anymore. Ultimately, you will have to decide if you want to let people in. You have been nice to me, a rare thing to happen to me, and I think you deserve to have good things happen.
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Thanks RJ
It really sucks how even my half brothers abandoned me
. I don't often talk about this on here, or if I do, I don't remember...I'm sure the step ***** who hated me and blamed me for "ruining mothers life"
poisoned their minds against me. I didn't get to know them that well anyway....I suppose they needed to be "protected" and not to know the truth that the father had another child 10 years older than them. So in a sense the sadistic therapist (irl) was right - "always alone"
But I do have papa bear, I wonder if this jerk was simply trying to wind me up, or was just incompetent. I know I've talked about this person before... if we can't trust therapists, who can we trust? Growl. I didn't trust enough and yet I trusted too much... some of the stuff I told him was none of his freakin business... I wish I could forget the callous tone of his voice as well as his cruel words.. he labelled me "avoidant" but forgot the complex ptsd, to which he contributed,...
Sorry for the rant