Currently sitting in the parking lot at my pdocs office for an emergency appointment with him. Just when I thought I was doing ok after being discharged from the hospital the depression kicked into full gear again. I'll be damned if I'm going back to the hospital, especially this soon after discharge. I hate the little voices in my head telling me I'm no good and I'm a failure. I'm just glad my pdoc was able to get me in to see him today instead of having to wait until my next scheduled appointment on the 23rd.

Here goes nothing *fingers crossed*