Hello Chocopiano27: This sounds like a type of social anxiety to me. But, really, to get an accurate assessment regarding what's going on here it would probably be best if you could spend some time talking this through with a mental health therapist... if such is available to you where you live. Otherwise all you're going to get is opinions (like the one I just gave you) which may or may not be at all relevant. Plus, what's more important here is what you can do about what you're experiencing. And that's something you may well need some professional help with to resolve.