This rant has been boiling up for days...

I have been stressed out over my health for 12 weeks now. Test after test and no real answers. There is a great deal of fear and worry. This is very real.

My boyfriend said something really dismissive. It indicated he hadn't been listening to me at all. In shock I had to re-explain to him what has thus been found and the ramifications this all has for future health. I retold him the chances of serious surgery are quite high. He showed no concern whatsoever. He gave me a 'tsk tsk stop worrying' response - then went on to drone on again about his daughter's crisis

I feel second class and unvalued. My fears hold no importance.

I really thought he cared.