My daughter is kind of in the same boat, Bipolar like me.

She wants to travel and meet someone that has the ability to have a conversation of various topics for more that 23 minutes. lol

She has decided if she meets someone that great if she doesn't that's okay too.

She works full time , college full time and is a musician with her second CD out.

You are by far not the only one fishing in a mud hole.

Her way of dealing is just keep busy and join meets up with other people with some of the same stuff that interests you.

Welcome to PC