I feel I mainly have just one fear in my life: That I won't have time to do all the things I want to do and be all the persons I want to be.

I am not kidding. This fear is almost killing me. Thing is, I am definitely taking too many things on. I want so much in my life.

On the one hand I am rather the hippie kind of person. I love to have free time and I want to be intense with my hobbies. Plans for this year: Do kickboxing twice a week, tango once, write a new book, produce a short film, read more.

Second, I know way too many people. I meet them and then I can't decide what to do, because I like them, but I like so many people.

Third, on the other hand, I am really ambitious. I am gonna do my final law exams this year and then I want to apply for ambassadors school, so I already bought books to prepare for that. And then I wanted to apply for art school as well. And all those hobbies. And all those friends. And the diet plans. And the journeys.

I know it sounds like crying on a very high level. Thing is I feel all of this is necessary for me to feel good and I feel like a failure if I don't manage all of this once at a time and I don't know how to stop myself from feeling this and do you think I might be hypo? I am FREAKING out!Does anyone else get this fear?