Back to the original topic though, this anger I feel isn't really an "active" anger. Nothing needs to be released; I don't need to scream in a pillow or break something. That won't make me feel better unless it's just temporary. It's more of a frustration of not being heard or understood. Of not getting my needs met. It's better now that I've been able to bond with someone and be understood but the world just kicks us around and neither of us understand. And it makes me equally as angry if something happens to him, which is what inspired me to make the post in the first place.