Why is it that when you give in and you let your walls down to someone who swears they will stay they never do. How are you suppose to recover from that? How are you suppose to trust again. All this does for me is sink me further down the black hole. It started at a young age for me with my Mom, she had been in and out of my life. My Dad also dost want to come around. a failed Marriage, another failed relationship to even my Best Friend who took us in to help us away from a horrible situation is now finding it to hard. What am I doing wrong to turn everyone away from me.