Thank you for responding So Leighas. I've thought about veteran run support groups, but I have a few problems..... 1. My PTSD went undiagnosed for 23 years, I didn't find out till I was 40..... 2. I've been used, hurt, betrayed, and outcast so much that I don't think I can trust anyone anymore. I've seen 25 counselors in these 23 years. I'm between a rock and a hard place. I can't afford to go outside the VA. I have a lot to do helping my grandmother and mother as well. I honestly don't know what to do anymore
People are getting so ugly, it's difficult to deal with them.