Thank you for replying! You were both really helpful and i have since booked an appointment (despite feeling horrifically nervous that I'm just overdramatic and making it all up) so hopefully that'll help resolve things however the professionals think they need resolving ��

It is also very reassuring to hear of similar experiences, much as I wouldn't wish any kind of mental health difficulty on anyone.

Also, regardless of whether my thing is *real*, do you find yourself doubting your condition(s) if you happen to feel ok for a bit?