So.. hello. I'm overthinking everything, I believe...and I'm getting depressed because of it. I just don't know what to do...

I've been going to school online...I have kids and I'm stuck at home. I HATE it and it makes me depressed.

I want to be working and making money, but Daycare would take away what I made...or having family watch the kids would require me to drive far away and put too much wear and tear on the vehicles..

How do I have a reason to live or be happy? I don't get it?...I constantly think of this..

And if I did get a job...it's never respected enough and I'm nobody to the people I will work for and with...

Okay peoples, I just want to be happy in this world, what is the secret? I want to live...to the fullest....how???

I stay confused 🤷*♀️