Hey everyone, so I don't know how well known autoandrophilia is, so I'll explain it. I'm not exactly transgender. I don't want to be a man. I don't EXACTLY feel like a man in a woman's body. But I don't want my genitalia. If I could just get that part of my body switched, I would be happy.

(If this topic isn't allowed, then my apologies). Whenever I think about sex, I can only picture it with me having a penis (also, I'm a lesbian). I'm still a virgin, so unfortunately I don't have any sexual experiences, but I know what I want. I'm just afraid of getting another girlfriend and not being able to tell her why I can't have sex in the way that she would think we would.

I'm afraid she would make a move and I'd have to completely shut her down to have an extremely scary talk about how I kind of want a penis and that we can't just have sex like a normal couple.

Like I said before, I wouldn't consider myself transgender, but I do feel more masculine when it comes to relationships. It sucks because my build is very petite (4' 11", about 110 lbs) so physically I could never fill the role of a man.

It took me a long time to tell my friends (and even long for me to tell my then-girlfriend) about my AAP after I learned about what it was. I don't really remember how I learned, I somehow stumbled across a website where a woman was talking about the same type of feelings that I have.

I don't know if it's physically possible to just a genitalia change while keeping the rest of your body the same? Does anyone else here have any similar feelings?