To be honest I really don't know perna (about my dad that is), I find it hard to talk about my relationship with him though. I've always put this down to the fact I don't want to talk badly about someone who means a lot to me.

Even though I find it hard to remember things from a long time ago, I know that we did have good times. Especially more recently it is obvious that he would do anything for me.

He does still make nasty comments though aswell. I'm often told how I should be acting, what I should be doing, and made to feel guilty for following my mind.

I'm not sure where the nightmare thing fits in to be honest. I do have a lot, but I consider that as nothing out of the ordinary.