It seems i can't fish out of the right fishing hole it seems i keep DATEING bad fish it doesn't help already depressed and bipolar I feel like screaming to thetop of my lungs how I would love to Just leave Michigan and have a roadtrip or move far away from here I always knew life was hard and a struggle.I lay IN bed always thinking okay what's next? I know they say everything happens for a reason but at this moment I can't think of any. I feel like IM wasting my time here on earth I wanna explore the world BUt you have to have someone to do that with and money to do it... Its a dream of mine... I wanna go on adventures and explore new worlds.. I'm so lonely and confused �� I feel stuck.