I tried for many years not to keep on keeping on. Then I moved out of the bad marriage to the farm I bought 2100 miles away where I didnt know anyone. The chance to be free & the chance to make life what I wanted & find myself surrounded by wonderful people who are now more family than I ever had before has given me a LOVE for life. I am involved in so many things in the little town I moved to after being totally lost in the Los Angeles crowds....every day keeps me going.

Honestly I get so busy I give myself a day off like today to just relax around my home & do nothing that I dont feel like doing.

Sometimes I take afew days like that & hope the motivation comes back because for so long it didnt....but now it ALWAYS does & its just physical exhaustion the i have to recover from that causes me to crash