I have one woman that I feel she does not serve me. She intentionally pulls my strings and provokes me leaving me emply and jelous all the time. My Depression is still there.

Last 2 days were disaster in terms of sleep. Thoughts kept coming of her and hit me in the head.

Today I am left tired. The good is that I don't feel sleepy even though I didn't get enough sleep. I was in bed thinking.

Sad Sad Sad. I was with a woman I like and another person for business meeting yesterday. At the end of the meeting she kissed the other person goodbye for his favors. I felt so jelous. My god. What a disaster. No sleep and today at work I struggle through the day.

I love you guys. But I am feeling depressed.

Definitely the article is good. I will keep on reading it before I start work today
Bye