I know how it feels.
People don't understand the meaning of feeling bad towards life, thinking that it can only be seen brightly.
Believe in yourself. Believe in your feelings. Forge an independent self, mind less what others say or think about you.
Depression does not distort thoughts, it adds or overlaps others. Depression is a state of mind, a state of mind between you and the world.
There are many people who feel defeated by the hands of the outer world.

It has not been an easy fight for me. I'm still in wariness, questioning what is up next. But I can tell you I feel allot better.
I have been forging myself from within, taking decisions of my own, from small to the biggest I have for now.
Enjoy your own solidarity, find a better life not for others, but for yourself first and foremost.

I'd love to listen to your vents, thoughts and feelings and further encourage you to believe in everything that you feel.
But do not give up. Fight for your right.