I've been trying to reach out to people, friends, family, significant other... Everyone is just ignoring me.

I'm in a really bad place and my doctor and the hospital can't help, I'm so alone right now. I get admitted for a day or so and then I'm flung right back to being alone and uncared for.

All I want is for someone to say they love me, but they don't really care anyway. I dunno. Alcohol is my only friend at the moment. I just want it all to end.