Anxiety meds is a good idea! I will ask my t (because my p I won't see until in two weeks).

I do have two flatmates but we don't see each other often. But I am looking for a new room which I want to be in a shared flat as well. I was thinking about going to a bipolar support group. Although they are not sure about what I have it is the most probable and there is no other dx that really fits. Maybe I don't have anything at all, haha.

Loneliness is really ugly, I try to meet friends and all but like many people here (I guess) I am always looking for someone who really understands my troubles (and that is not about self pity). I am missing a person like that so much.

My anxiety needs to be calmed, I cannot concentrate on work and was close to a panic attack in the cantine.