Thread: Can i just die?
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Old Jan 11, 2017, 10:43 AM
Anonymous50284
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I just feel like dying and im only 15. My mom came to me while i was doing school said i took a shelf from my brothers room after i was the one to give it to him and he gave it back. She called that a lie. Shes always snooping through my room and when i asked her about that she snarled its her house and that i snoop around being in the other parts of the house?? (like when im doing school downstairs…?) I said it would be snooping if i went in HER room. Again she said i was wrong and called me the sneak.
Than she started saying these things about me. For those who read my last post remember when she said she hates living with me. Well i brought that up and she was livid. She had her hands in fists and called me a liar. But i wasnt. I thought she waas going to hit me. I wont forget that look on her face. I wasnt lying how can she not remember? She also said it will be so good when i leave bc i wont be around people. I love everyone in my family especially my dad so i wont be happy to leave them. So this is a lie... Than she yelled what do you want me to do for you?! The problem is idk what… If i say i want her to just treat me normally shell think of me as a baby and act all fake like she does. I dont know what i want from her? To leave me alone? To stop tearing me apart? I was crying im sick of crying like a weak piece of crap. Im done with it. Now im in my room i dont know what to do. i cant bring this up to anyone bc she will be mad. She was saying how i make everything out to be her fault when i dont I think she wishes i was dead. Im in my room and i cut my wrist. Im such an idiot i havent done this in months. If she finds out she will say oh so my fault... Im not going to make it seem that way. What did i do? Im not going to complain though i dont. And im not going to cry anymore. Im sick of being weak.

Last edited by Anonymous50284; Jan 11, 2017 at 10:59 AM.
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