I'm glad my words are of some use. I don't feel like I am.

Right now my mood is dropping further. I'm alone in this real world. I know I have people here, but I feel abandoned by people in the real world. All my support has gone, family and friends don't understand, and are far far away. The professionals are ill and off work, all at same time. I've not been offered anyone else to talk to. I'm alone. I don't know what I'm going to become.