I thought you were my brother, I thought we'd be friends for ever - although I didn't know you when you were a baby, or even when you were little..

I don't know why I became nothing to you, I will never know.

I can guess though... but all the speculation in the world won't cure my broken heart because of the family I didn't have..

You rejected papa bear as well as me... but somehow, as always, it was my "fault" - or was it?

Silent walls enclose the unwanted, unloved little girl nobody wanted to know.

This was hard to write - so much pain locked inside, I know others here understand that