Hello Sesiley: Well... I certainly don't know the secret to happiness. Wouldn't that be great if I did? But I saw no one had replied to your post. So I thought I would.

Unfortunately I also don't know how you get around the quandary you are in. From my perspective, I think perhaps the only thing you can do, at the present time, is to try to find something you can do even if it's just a couple of hours per week that you can look forward to until such time as you have more time available... such as when the kids are in school, if you have preschoolers. I do know this is a difficult situation. Perhaps some other members, here on PC, will yet reply with some more beneficial suggestions. I wish you well...