I still do. We text and speak to each other on the phone a few times a year. We see each other maybe once or twice a year. My boys don't know what he has done and I don't feel comfortable mentioning it. They don't leave my view when I'm with him. My boys love him. I try to see things as something that happened in the past. It was what it was I guess. I just have to deal with the emotions and thoughts associated with it. I'm not sure how I did it while I was growing up.