i've been thinking about giving my journal to my therapist and asking her to read it after i leave... would she read the whole 70 pages?

would it scare her?
i dont want her to be afraid of me... im a good person... i just have internal demons as they say... i dont know what all i've wrote in it and scared to read it again myself...
but i was thinking maybe it would give her insight into me... and my questions, what perplexes me, struggles...

i need her to know me... and i feel like im ready...