I still do after a bunch of childhood (emotional, mental and physical abuse) trauma and I really don't know why I've stayed in contact through my adult life. I live about 2 hours away and don't see my parents or talk to them very often on purpose. That's about to change after I send an email I've been working on for some time now. I know this is going to be a big relief, and yet at the same time I'm afraid. I wish I had done this many years ago, I can't wait until it's over with.