Ill ask about it . I think its me though, not him

Actually, i did ask him not to long ago. Asked if there was something going on in his life or countertransference.

He told me hed tell me if something was impeding his ability to do therapy.

I also wonder if he read something here i posted when i was angry at him. He knows i write here. Maybe it made him angry at me and think im ungrateful. Maybe in comparison with his other clients. Its not as if i write here when things are going well...