I feel as though that I have no friends right now. I am going on a trip on Saturday. I will be on a bus for 10 hours or so but 2 of those hours I will be sitting at a bus station. I have never traveled by bus or plane. I feel scared and alone. I know that a lot of people think that I will do stupid things while I am gone and I can not get through their thick skulls that I will not do anything stupid. My best friend then told me that she knows that I am going to do something stupid once I get home. I feel as though nobody has any faith in me.
I have people that work with me through this program that I work with here at my apartment building. That was how I was able to move out of the group home was to work through this program. The nurse says he doesn’t trust me to send my meds with me but then he tells me that I am doing so good. Then I have some people that work under him that say I am too needy. Then I have people saying how great I am doing.
I am just so confused!!!