Thanks....I really appreciate the support...I'm glad to know others feel the same way I do. As far as phone calls, I don't know. I've never called a therapist, except to leave a message canceling a session. I had been seeing her twice a week, but for the month of January, because of her schedule, I was only able to schedule one session. Perhaps that has something to do with wishing I could just shoot her a quick Email once in awhile, and actually get a few words back. I wouldn't be feeling so bad if she would have just added "sorry about your grandpa" or something....but she didn't. I just went to see him this morning, and for the first time, I realized he no longer knows who I am. I've been bawling my *** off since I got home. I understand T2 needing time for herself between sessions....but I think she's being a little harsh not even acknowledging I told her he's started coughing up blood. I rarely Email her, so it's not like I need her to set limits on me. I'm going to have a hard time living without my grandfather in my life, and really would just like some extra support right now. But then I feel too needy, or selfish, for feeling that way. I'm a newly clean addict too, so there's a lot going on for me. She is great in every other way. But during sessions. It's as if she turns herself off in between. That's hard to swallow. Especially going from seeing her twice a week to once. (and I had to cancel this week because I was sick). It hurts.