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Old Jan 12, 2017, 03:23 PM
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ok, it has been a few years since I last posted here, and so now I have some new things to report.

I have recently learned (ask me and I will refer you to the book) that compulsive masturbation is a symptom of having experienced truma in early life. i have had the tests done and i suffer from EXTERMELY low testerone (and other hormone) levels and i cannot undergo hormone therapy due to health issues.

i have just had a triple hernia repair performed because of masturbation!

i am still recovering from the surgery. most of you will think that is bullsh** because hernias are usually caused by doing something with too much weight or resistance than your body can tolerate. however in my case i was removed from the place i lived when last i posted to this thread to be hospitalized for three weeks and am now in a new Apt having moved in with nothing but the shirt on my back. in the time between 4/2014 when i got out of the hospital and now 1/2017 i have not lifted anything heavier than around 20 pounds. so how would you then account for having gotten three inagual hernias? you guessed it, masturbating on an average of 1 - 14 times a day. using a three day at a time reference.

that being said, no i can not claim to doing this every day. i use the three day time frame of reference because that is the longest i go without masturbating.

on the point of sex with a partner, i also have something new to report. i cannot remember the last time i has sex at my old place of residence but it is around 2009 or 2010. it is now 2017 and i have had sex with a partner 1 time back in 4/2014 the experience left me feeling DEVESTATED because i again lost interest very quickly though i had finished/climaxed within 5 minutes and found i could not "go another round" my partner was too understanding, but i still felt a failure at something i used to be quite good at.

from 2014 thru late 2016 it became harder and harder to achieve an erection so i became quite good at "beating a dead d***" so to speak. however when i had my hernia repair (one on each side of the groin and one behind my bellybutton) imagine my joy at becoming able to achieve erection again.

contributing factors in my case: age, health (20% kidney function, heart deasese, and blocked arteries from the waist down (so blocked the doc could not even get a blood pressure reading in my legs)) as well as mental/emotional health issues.

again these are my own experiences and yours may be different.
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The guy who seemed unbreakable BROKE,
the guy who always laughed STOPPED,
the guy who never stopped trying finally GAVE UP,
he dropped the fake smile as a tear rolled down his cheek and he whispered "i cant do this anymore"
then collapsed and gave up the ghost.

Last edited by Skywoulf; Jan 12, 2017 at 03:27 PM. Reason: edit